Waiting for the day...

Bilalah kedai Urban Outfitters akan membuat kemunculannya di Malaysia?
But seriously though, bila????

Light Em Up, Up,Up!

 I've been losing sleep these past few days because I am over thinking my driver's test for next week. It's a bit ridiculous that I'm panicking over this since a lot of people have failed it and re took the test probably about two to three more times. But somehow I'm just so afraid . I got the whole parking and three point thing down but I'm still having trouble with coming down from the bukit and I'm just so well damn paranoid if the car starts jerking and suddenly dies out sometime during the test, especially the jalanraya one. I'm also paranoid that I might tip over on to the double line when beginning my test and I just end up failing the whole thing miserably. I'm also afraid that I might accidentally hit a pole during my parking and three point turn test and etc....... So as you can see I'm really freaking out here.
   I really want to get it over with so the relatives would stop asking questions and give me funny looks when I tell them I haven't gotten my driver's permit yet. Another worrisome thing is that I haven't registered for college yet! But most probably I'm going to Taylor's. I have accepted the fact that I'll most probably end up doing a degree locally since my parents have shelled out quite a lot for my sister so she could go to the US.
    I'm also having trouble sleeping as of late because I received a new temporary room mate in the form of my mum because my brother's home and he's currently sleeping in my parent's room with my dad. I don't get why he has to sleep in there considering he already has his own room right above mine -_-. Now I know what your thinking (like anyone ever reads this blog, psshh...) "What's so bad about having your mum sleep in the same room as you? It's not like she snores or anything...." Well, to be quite honest, that is what she exactly does..........................she snores...........................................................................loudly...............
I love my mum and all of that she has done for me but it's pretty difficult to get pass that when you're trying to sleep away all the crazy in your head. But to be quite fair I am a late sleeper...... But I'm trying my best to overcome this weird pseudo-ish insomnia like I've stopped taking naps during the day, cutting caffeine, exercising a bit more but it seems to not really work. I'm also trying to read more of the Quran and doing night prayers (like solat hajat) when I can't sleep.  So I guess there is an upside to it. The other day I saw someone put up a quote on FB, it said:


     "When you're having problems, the Quran is the best means of relevant and personal advice directly from Allah."

- Ustadh Nouman Ali Khan

 I'm not sure if it was sign from Allah SWT but I'm gonna treat it like it is and hopefully I can commit to reading it more often. :-) 

don't go chasing waterfalls

One of the many materials that I cherish in life are books. Each page is filled with enormous mystery and wonder that my imagination constantly anticipates which is why they've always played such an integral part of my life and how I view things in general. So since I have nothing much to write about as of late, I give you pictures of; My bookshelf !

It's pretty much in a state of total mess but I seem to like it in that way. Behind almost every book there's probably another book that I've hopefully read so you can see this shelf doesn't really accommodate much space. Besides books, I have my comic books, random junk, a mini locker with a cow print, cards, trinkets, trophies and etc. It's not organised or pretty to look at but that's what makes it special! Every book I chuck in there comes with a fond memory and every time I take one of them out of the shelf I am reminded of it. So regardless of how gay and sentimental I sound right now, this little book shelf means a lot to me. Besides, this thing has been attached to my bed for years so it's pretty hard to miss.

Do not judge the race car bed sheets, I swear those are the most comfortable sheets I have rested on.

More Product placement!!

When boredom strikes, take pictures...

Product placement

Sunshine lollipops and rainbows

On the left is Aqilah, Athira and I camwhoring on the school computer in 2009 and on the right is us camwhoring at Tangs in 2011.

    I've been fortunate to have 2 very close friends that have stuck with me since the very  first (okay, second) day of school in 2008 all the way until now. I always seem to forget how much impact they've made in my life for the better. Believe me, not everyone has the right kind of morals and patience so I am very thankful to Allah SWT for blessing me with the introduction of these 2 (slightly weird) and wonderful people on that day in 2008. Although there were some ups and downs but we learned our lessons and had stuck together ever since. Not a lot of people in my school have the privilege to say that they've been with their friends since the beginning of their adolescence until now.
   This year will be the first time where we won't be going to the same school. Athira will be doing her diploma in Sarawak and Aqilah will be doing her A levels at KYUEM so there are pretty big changes happening to our power of three soon but I hope it's for the better. So before I end this post, I would like to wish you both the very best at your new schools and thank you for being such wonderful friends to little old anxiety-prone me :'D

Us camwhoring at an ice-cream parlour in 2013!