30 day snap challenge #14

      OMG!!!! Yes!!! Yes!!! Yess!!!!!! Oh my god I am so thankful right now!!!! Thank you Allah for answering my feverish prayers!!!!! OOOOOHHHH My GAWD~~ I am a happy bitch right now!!!!!!!
     I was so nervous for my retake this morning I literally went numb for quite a while. All the JPJ invigilators took their time to prepare themselves this morning which made me even more nervous since I was calon no. 3 for the test. I was also made aware that they would usually let the re-takers go first and since there were only 10 of us (for the jalanraya) this morning I became kind of scared. Especially since this time my invigilator was a woman. As you all know, the female JPJ invigilators get quite the reputation for being the more strict and feisty ones. But thank god this one was in a very good mood because I think I wouldn't have made it to the end of my route if she wasn't as happy as she was with me today. Everything went fine except when I was trying to get to the next lanes I was pretty slow so the lady marah me a little but I got her drift so it was cool. The best part was she was the kind of invigilator I could cerita-cerita with so I was happy with that.
   You have no idea how happy I am right now!!!! All the work I've put into perfecting my driving has not gone to waste (I hope) and the people around me were so helpful which I am truly grateful for. Let's just hope I can start driving in public without troubling anyone on the road anymore since I am no longer a driver with a learner's permit. I would also like to add that my lesen L would've expired tomorrow so if I didn't pass my test today I would have been in deep trouble by now, so again THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!

Light Em Up, Up,Up!

 I've been losing sleep these past few days because I am over thinking my driver's test for next week. It's a bit ridiculous that I'm panicking over this since a lot of people have failed it and re took the test probably about two to three more times. But somehow I'm just so afraid . I got the whole parking and three point thing down but I'm still having trouble with coming down from the bukit and I'm just so well damn paranoid if the car starts jerking and suddenly dies out sometime during the test, especially the jalanraya one. I'm also paranoid that I might tip over on to the double line when beginning my test and I just end up failing the whole thing miserably. I'm also afraid that I might accidentally hit a pole during my parking and three point turn test and etc....... So as you can see I'm really freaking out here.
   I really want to get it over with so the relatives would stop asking questions and give me funny looks when I tell them I haven't gotten my driver's permit yet. Another worrisome thing is that I haven't registered for college yet! But most probably I'm going to Taylor's. I have accepted the fact that I'll most probably end up doing a degree locally since my parents have shelled out quite a lot for my sister so she could go to the US.
    I'm also having trouble sleeping as of late because I received a new temporary room mate in the form of my mum because my brother's home and he's currently sleeping in my parent's room with my dad. I don't get why he has to sleep in there considering he already has his own room right above mine -_-. Now I know what your thinking (like anyone ever reads this blog, psshh...) "What's so bad about having your mum sleep in the same room as you? It's not like she snores or anything...." Well, to be quite honest, that is what she exactly does..........................she snores...........................................................................loudly...............
I love my mum and all of that she has done for me but it's pretty difficult to get pass that when you're trying to sleep away all the crazy in your head. But to be quite fair I am a late sleeper...... But I'm trying my best to overcome this weird pseudo-ish insomnia like I've stopped taking naps during the day, cutting caffeine, exercising a bit more but it seems to not really work. I'm also trying to read more of the Quran and doing night prayers (like solat hajat) when I can't sleep.  So I guess there is an upside to it. The other day I saw someone put up a quote on FB, it said:


     "When you're having problems, the Quran is the best means of relevant and personal advice directly from Allah."

- Ustadh Nouman Ali Khan

 I'm not sure if it was sign from Allah SWT but I'm gonna treat it like it is and hopefully I can commit to reading it more often. :-)