Radioactive

       In the impending wait of my SPM results (5 more FREAKING days oh my gawd!!!!), I haven't been doing much except lounge around in my bed until late afternoon playing with my soon to be outdated recently bought Galaxy S3 (Samsung just recently posted a video of the long awaited Galaxy S4 -_-) and  performing occasional chores here and there. There's currently no "domestic help" in the house right now since my last one has gone back to Indonesia for a long well-deserved holiday and won't come back until around June. So my parents have been occasionally borrowing my grand parents' housemaid but since the latter are pretty sick right now, we just decided to let them keep her for the time being. So like right now, I'm usually home alone having to fend for myself without anybody really telling me what to do which is both a curse and a blessing at the same time. The curse being that I became an unhealthy lazy recluse of course.
     In other news, I am feeling pretty disappointed as today was the day where ISKL reveals the shortlisted scholarship candidates. Since I haven't received any e-mails or seen any list related to the topic I have concluded that I am not applicable for the next round which is the interviews. I know that in my previous post I stated that even if I did get the scholarship I won't be able to go to that school so why bother? Well I'll tell you why I bothered, it's because I worked pretty hard for it to the point where I actually studied for the entrance test! I thought maybe if I made it until the interview rounds it would prove that I am more capable and eligible for something than I let myself think. So yeah, that was the downer for today but I guess it's fine. Maybe it's just SPM result jitters.
   Other than that, I have that trip to the US to be happy about soon. To be honest, I'm not really looking forward to this trip mainly because it's a 16 hour flight and I'll be going to California which isn't really much if you look at the big picture. I'm visiting my sister in University of South California, Fullerton (which till this day I have no idea why she chose that place as there isn't much happening there).  Not to sound ungrateful but I much prefer if I go somewhere on the east side since it's much of a happening place over there. I understand that maybe by going to the west side it is slightly more convenient since it's nearer but why did my sister choose Fullerton? I have no idea. I would've expect for her to go to San Diego or Anaheim since it's livelier which I'm sure it's more towards her preference. I'll only be in the US for 2 weeks during the spring break and would come back on the day before my birthday which is cool I guess. But I probably won't have the energy to celebrate after that since I'll end up being jet lagged............................................................Oh my god! I just had the sudden realisation! Maybe my parents did this intentionally so they wouldn't have to celebrate my birthday and by the time I ask for a birthday present it'll be too late! LOL, jokes........... but either way I just hope to god that this trip goes as smoothly as possible since I'll be going there with AirChina which has less of a good reputation :-/