sweet serendipity

        So I just signed up for driving lessons at the USJ driving school and no, its not metro. I initially wanted to sign up for metro this morning so I woke up hella early this morning so my mum could send me because she said she has to leave for work by 11:00am. According to my sister's old brosure they said metro opens at 9:00am so ok we went there at 9:30. Turns out when we arrived belum bukak and when we called they said they only opened at 10:30 -_-. By then my mum dah frustrated sangat So we decided to go the USJ branch (well at least I thought was the USJ branch). So we waited around until about 10:20 then baru bukak.So we went in and talked with the person and talked prices and all, I thought, okay, reasonable enough I decided to roll with the punches and sign up since we were running out of time(knowing my registration will be further postponed if I don't get it done now). My mum paid and we went back to the car and drove home...... On the way back she started complaining about prices and compared Metro driving academy's price to this one and started talking about how far the main driving school is (it's in Puchong) to the point that I got really frustrated. I mean, if you already knew the price for metro academy and how it runs over there why didn't you tell that to me the first place? How am I suppose to know I have an unlimited amount of computer test trials over there? Yeah, so I got so frustrated to the point that I was ready to the car's dashboard but instead I drew tears out of my eyes (because I'm so bloody sensitive).My mum saw me and she was like "why are you crying?" So I told her, then she was like "oh, I just wanted you to learn to compare, you can't do this, you have to act like an adult now, you can't cry........" That made me even more frustrated and I just kept quiet.  We arrived home, I went to the toilet to wash my face and she left for work. So now I'm here venting out my anger and frustrations.
      I can't help for being such a prissy person and it sucks that I am. It can get really frustrating all the time because whatever worry or stress a normal person feels at the time, mine will be magnified 10 times worse. I sort of gravitate towards the stressful by the way because well, that's just how it is. I really just want all of my stupid paranoia and pressure to make everyone happy to just go away and not worry about much. The only way for me to fell happy or satisfied by something is by making others feel happy even though at times the things that I do for them isn't as agreeable. I'm just really hating on a bunch of people (including myself) right now so as to make myself feel a little better, I'm gonna go make myself some spicy ramen.............Gosh I'm really PMS-sy today, and it ain't even half the day yet.................