beauty in the world

Heyyoh!!!!! Assalamualaikum friends, how's you?
So basically I decided to blog today was so I could avoid doing sejarah homework and biology revision.... I'm suppose to have this bio mock trials this Wednesday and I'm suppose to study and all but I don't really want to. It turns out, I still have a lot of things I don't know in bio so I'm scared as fuck right now but since I'm so lazy I resort to doing nothing. As of today, there are only 63 days left to SPM. yeah, sssssooooooo....... I've been looking at colleges and pre-university programs to keep myself motivated and focused but I can't really decide. My number 1 choice is obviously International Baccalaureate because in my opinion, is probably the best pre-u program out there but I'm still open to other options nonetheless. I've heard from friends that although IB is extremely tough, it was still fun and they learned a lot from it. The down side of it is that this IB is damn expensive. I've checked for scholarship opportunities but based on my progress with my SPM revision, I don't think I'll be able to get it...... It's just that after 5 years in a private school,  It would be a really heavy burden for my parents to shed more money for my education.
 Back to the main topic, other then IB I have considered several other pre-u programs like STPM, AUSMAT and  even foundations (in science of course). I know what your thinking, STPM isn't really an attractive program especially when you have to go through another year of high school basically and you'll probably experience the same kind of stress and exhaustion from SPM. The only difference between SPM and STPM is  the latter is difficult as fuck. You can't even pass that shit..... Otherwise it still has the same format and you can probably find a butt load of tuition centers and revision books all over Malaysia. I think STPM (contrary to general opinion) is very good and will get me recognised in the top local universities and will eventually Insyaallah bring me to overseas! Besides, there are tons of people who took STPM and did very well later on!
Yup, I think its a good time for me to stop blogging now. Gotta catch up on some studying! :)