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This is one of those times where I wish had Vivy Yusof's life....... Gosh, she sure is lucky :D

My tears dry on their own

After weeks of not blogging I have decided to do another entry today because my body seems to not want me to take a nap....... But tadi masa physics  tuition it was just begging me to slump dead on the table. SO....... anyways, my adik from MRSM balik today..... nothing much. Ooohhh!!!! I was watching Mobbed on Star World today and I cried because it  was super emotional :( Basically this woman wanted to organise this flash mob for her dad who was a firefighter and had saved so many lives. At the same time, she decided to incorporate a second flash mob in that flash mob for both of her parents as a memorial for her deceased sister so it got really emotional and I cried o_o. After that I had physics tuition so you can probably understand why I got really sleepy afterwards..... LOL. In other news, my trials are next week and sadly this will be my only trials so I only get one shot at making an impression for my forecasts. I've made little progress but hey, little progress is better then no progress at all right? Tonight I'll most probably be doing sejarah exercises and some add maths(something tells me I might probably just end up asleep instead of doing all of this). My kakyang told me during her SPM days, she use to be really good in her add maths but apparently she struggled in modern maths. She told me she once had ring worm and got 1 week off from school. So the entire week she did add maths and eventually mastered it e_______e.....Man, I wish I had some mysterious sickness that allows me to take an entire week of school, but that won't probably happen 0_0 especially at a time like this... today's been a very random day.....

beauty in the world

Heyyoh!!!!! Assalamualaikum friends, how's you?
So basically I decided to blog today was so I could avoid doing sejarah homework and biology revision.... I'm suppose to have this bio mock trials this Wednesday and I'm suppose to study and all but I don't really want to. It turns out, I still have a lot of things I don't know in bio so I'm scared as fuck right now but since I'm so lazy I resort to doing nothing. As of today, there are only 63 days left to SPM. yeah, sssssooooooo....... I've been looking at colleges and pre-university programs to keep myself motivated and focused but I can't really decide. My number 1 choice is obviously International Baccalaureate because in my opinion, is probably the best pre-u program out there but I'm still open to other options nonetheless. I've heard from friends that although IB is extremely tough, it was still fun and they learned a lot from it. The down side of it is that this IB is damn expensive. I've checked for scholarship opportunities but based on my progress with my SPM revision, I don't think I'll be able to get it...... It's just that after 5 years in a private school,  It would be a really heavy burden for my parents to shed more money for my education.
 Back to the main topic, other then IB I have considered several other pre-u programs like STPM, AUSMAT and  even foundations (in science of course). I know what your thinking, STPM isn't really an attractive program especially when you have to go through another year of high school basically and you'll probably experience the same kind of stress and exhaustion from SPM. The only difference between SPM and STPM is  the latter is difficult as fuck. You can't even pass that shit..... Otherwise it still has the same format and you can probably find a butt load of tuition centers and revision books all over Malaysia. I think STPM (contrary to general opinion) is very good and will get me recognised in the top local universities and will eventually Insyaallah bring me to overseas! Besides, there are tons of people who took STPM and did very well later on!
Yup, I think its a good time for me to stop blogging now. Gotta catch up on some studying! :)