68 days to SPM!

As the title suggests, yes there is only 68 days left to the big day (9 more Mondays by the way) . I am stressed in every way but yet I seem to not do anything about it because well, I'm just a lazy motherf*cker. My trials are coming up real soon (19th September) and I haven't made any good progress since the last time I blogged. Jeez, I feel lazy now.................................... I need some motivation to keep going. Today Aqilah asked me if I had the opportunity to do anything I want after I finish my studies what would it be. One of them was to marry a very rich athlete and design handbags for a living but that was just one of the over the top fantasies I had which will probably not happen. To be pretty honest, I never really had a serious thought but if I were to answer properly, it would be something like this; I would be a qualified olympic archer with mad skills but at the same time a gifted writer who became part of Hasty Pudding Theatricals at Harvard (LOL). By then I would have been an incredibly fluent sign language user  but also incredibly proficient in mandarin and french (more LOLs). I would be traveling all over the world and meet all different kinds of people!
I have more fun stuff I would like to do but its too long to list out so I'll probably tell more sometime later. But for now I'll stop and continue doing my carbon compound revision.....

Pimple rage!!!!

To anyone whose reading this, do you know any good cleansers or facial products I can use to get rid of some mean acne? My face is raging with all sorts of lumps and bumps I can't stand it!!!!!! AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!! PIMPLE RAGE!!!!!!!!!

Satu Hari Di Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum and hello again,
As all of you Malaysians know, it was Hari Raya on Sunday and so like any other malaysian, I balik kampung. Spent one day at PJ w/ my Uci and Tokbah (father's side) and spent the other 2 days w/ my Tok and Pah (mum's side) at Klang. But this Klang is like gila-gila kampung punya Klang, its like hidden from public eye..... So as you can see by now, I am a pure Selangor baby from the get go. My grandparents from Klang use to live in Taiping, Perak andI would go back once in a while but that was a lllllloooooooonnnnngggggg time ago. I was like 4 0_0. Anyway, I got back petang tadi and decided to go jogging again (yay!) but I took a little nap before that so by the time I woke up it was already seven so I couldn't go run for that long. We decided to go to sushi king for dinner since my maid is on her break and all of us are lazy to clean up after ourselves at home. My parents were looking at kitchen and car appliances for some reason and my adik-beradik wanted to go to IT world (we went to Subang Parade) to look at the phones. I opted to go with my parents to look at appliances because well, I'm an old lady at heart :) I can thank my Pah for that:3 I don't know, I always enjoy looking at plates and toasters and imagine what my life would be like once I get married. I'm so weird, I have even mastered the whole couponing skill because of this.
So now its back to reality and I have to catch up with my studies even though I don't really feel like it. I also need to lose all this raya weight and change my eating habits.....................................................................NOPE, not gonna change it, still gonna eat like a monster:) But I still have to do something about my face though, pimples are popping everywhere!

I told you so....

Assalamualaikum and hello friends!
  I can't believe Ramadhan is almost ending! Can you? (LOL, like as if anyone reads this blog) Another year is going very soon and it scares me. As you all know, I am in my SPM year and right after that I enter into adulthood where I'm going to have to make important decisions on where I want to be in life. I haven't really decided on what I want to do yet so I hope that Allah SWT gives me enough time to think about it. For now I was thinking of venturing into something that's physics and biology related because sadly, I'm not that good in chemistry:P I'm not saying that I don't like the subject though, its just that it is probably better if I do something that I already have a solid understanding for, but hey, who knows right? So, as of this moment the only thing that I could find that's related to those 2 subjects is medical imaging&radiotherapy. Yes, I must admit it sounds slightly dull but I won't know until I give it a try....... I initially had plans to go into medicine but after some heavy researching and opinion considerations, Malaysia may already have enough doctors and med students for the time being. I also thought of majoring in English so I could pursue writing but it isn't exactly a very steady career. Don't get me wrong, I think being a writer is a great career to have but its just that I don't think I'll be able to commit myself to it full time, plus I don't think I have enough creative chops for it. At one point, I also had dreams of becoming an actress and pursue the stage but I guess it sort of died......Wooh! So much negativity and pessimism already! Regardless, I just hope that whatever I end up doing after this, I'll still be happy in the end :)

Cheese puffs and detox foot pads...

Assalamualaikum and hello again to people who are reading this (probably no one),
  So today at school we were suppose to move the top floor into our new class but apparently the new tables and chairs haven't arrived yet so we remained in the old class for now. To be quite honest, I'm not really looking forward to moving into a new class because well as I've told you before, this class is at the highest floor of the school and sadly, Sapura Smart School is a tall ass building. I am not looking forward to going up 3 flight of steep stairs every morning with my heavy bag in tow, I can't even go up the first floor without losing my breath :p. That statement just probably showed how unhealthy I am as a human being......
 Other news, the school also had the annual Majlis Buka Puasa celebration which was pretty nice. We did the usual:
-Buka Puasa
-Solat maghrib
-Makan lagi
-Solat isyak
-Solat hajat
-and lastly..... Solat terawih!
I didn't do much except for of course the praying and the eating. I hanged around with my friends the entire time, well maybe not the entire time since my parents came along........ After all that, I went home switched to my baju tidur  and had cheetos curl puffs (you see how fat I really am?) and some chewing gum.... Yup, that's about it. I don't even know why you're reading this, my life ain't entertaining enough for this kind of sh*t!
P.S
apparently according to one of my dad's architect friend he bumped into at the majlis just now, Sapura might permanently switch into an international school if the programme becomes successful in the next few years....:(

Kotak ais

Assalamualaikum and hello again.....
 Yeah, so basically nothing much happened in school today. We had 5 free periods and time went ridiculously slow. Should've stayed at home, DANG! So after like a good half an hour of add maths during my free time at school I decided to hang out with my friends in an empty classroom and we all just chatted sampai 3:30. I know, time well spent right? We talked about a lot of things just to pass the time and soon enough it was already time to go home. Apparently now all the secondary students have to clear their lockers and move into new classrooms so we could make way for the primary kids since  the primary building will be used by the international school kids really soon. So this means the secondary school people have to move a few floors up...... yeah, I'm probably gonna die going up the stairs every morning now...... 0_0 I'm currently in the midst of re-downloading my itunes because my last itunes was wiped out when papa went to go get the computer fixed. I just really hope that it doesn't really slow the laptop down since there are also a bunch of other files that the previous owner didn't delete out.Wish me luck!

90 days to SPM...... oh god, why?

 Assalamualaikum and hello to all of you who are reading this blog,
I have made a decision to start blogging again as I realised this is probably the only outlet I have. So as you can tell by the title, there are only 90 days left until the big day and apparently I'm not doing anything about it. Entahlah, eversince I entered form 4, I've been slacking a lot lately mainly because I got fed up of studying right after PMR (which I got 7A's *boast much) and I just got really lazy I guess. Maybe the reason I've always been this way was because I always thought I would have a plan either way. This is one of the setbacks of being a private school student (not saying there's anything wrong with them). Money or no money, I've always thought that my parents already have a financial safe keep for me and my siblings just in case we weren't able to do well enough for our exams. Sadly, this has become part of my sub-conscious mentality for the past one year, 7 months and 6 days, it's like I'm not sure to either worry about it or not. You see, I always had these anxiety issues that I seem to always enjoy over complicating, so this year, since it is my SPM year, I have been attempting to simplify this issue because well, there's really nothing complicated about it. Well, there's nothing much I can say anymore for the day except that I am currently typing this entry out on my very own laptop that my loving dad has decided to purchase (or take) it as a secondhand from one of his office buddies so I would like to take this opportunity to thank papa for being such a wonderful father and to Uncle Loo, the previous owner of this laptop who was willing to pass this precious device to such an incompetent person :}